i tried to swallowed it back because i was doing it for someone else, but no, couldn't take it any longer. ended up with things being even worse so i decided to just go home.
so here i am at home when right now i should be at some girl's 18th.
i wish i was better with people, i lack too much confidence, i'm too shy and quite boring.. haha.
my next group interview will be disgusting like last time!
i'm also hoping that valentine's day will bring spontaneity and romance. i'd love a bit of a shake-up to this same routine. wish it was like in the movies.
