sparkle, sparkle

I really need to recreate bonds that have managed to slip away and disappear altogether. I always say I'll go for it, but I back away in fear that it'll just be wasted effort. That it is far too late to bother. See, I can look back two, three, maybe four years ago and not regret almost anything, because I was very naïve, and so I felt happier. Though, at that time, I thought I knew it all. Ha, how silly. Problem is, I feel like when I'm much older I'll regret these times now, for not doing anything about all the issues I have been upset about, and that I didn't spend what people call "the best times of your life" as happy as I anticipated. Don't get me wrong though, there is one consistency that has made all of this much more bearable, and honestly, I can't imagine what these years would have been like without him.